Long story long
The first time I heard Olivia Newton-John I knew I wanted to be a singer. I told everyone I was gonna be famous and moved to Hollywood after high school to do just that.
Here's a summary of what happened:
I got sidetracked. I got invited to a church in LA, got super involved, got married, had two kids, 10 years later I accepted the church was a cult and bounced.
Got divorced. Decided to pursue music again. Made a CD. Hated the music industry shadiness. Decided I wanted to sing just for the joy of it.
Got married a second time. Had the house, a decent (but dead end) job, went back to school to earn a degree and took one family vacation a year.
I had what most would view as security but I was drowning in self-doubt, depression, anxiety and stuffing the truth that my husband didn't really want to be married. Got divorced, again.
Now stick with me because this is where the story starts to turn.